i sort of realized just now that the song in my blog is very long. and that i cough alot everytime i want to speak. and my throat hurts when i swallow. no matter what happens, i'm not going to ANY doctor. i despise doctors and i wont go to one alone ever. here's something i observed today - you know those people who hand out flyers and stuff? i find them hogging the bottom of the escalator which leads to the linkway between the mrt station and AMK hub. so its like it affects the flow of traffic, especially when we're getting off the escalator and its so crowded at the bottom. so ya.. expressing my feelings you know - at the wrong place but ya, need topic to talk about right? i know i have so many other topics that i've never spoken off on this blog, and which i would never but yaa.. you know some things are better not to be said publicly but in the end everyone finds out.. by the way, i think there's something wrong with the way my body functions, i was feeling very warm in the AVT during physics extra class. and i was perspiring like freaking hell when i was walking back home from the bus stop, plus i was walking very slowly cause i felt weak. oh and today mr. chan said that those who get a fever of above 40 degrees have a chance of dying, cause their enzymes will denature right? then i started thinking that i almost died at the age of 3.. interestingly i'm alive. and i never knew i was hopitalized due to high fever until last year when i actually read my health book for the first time and asking my mother about it. the only thing i remember about those young days is nothing. except for getting stuck in the lift and my brothers, especially my older one, laughing like HELL. and almost the whole block outside the lift worrying. bad brothers. lovely sister. wonderful parents. worst cousins. caring grandparents and uncle aunties. so random! anyways. rugby is the game where one guy has to charge like a bull from one side of the field to the other side. thats it.