my advise to all friends. if you ask me to talk something random. its gonna be real random and unexpected. nonsense. i need freedom of speech. i so happy happy talk about him. let me talk la. keep interrupting me. hmphh. bad people. hindi school is really boring. i din bother writing wadever the teacher said. whatever she said were answers. and i can actually do it on myself at home. so there's really no point listening. i sound like i some hindi pro right. yes its sounds horrifying. i agree with you too. but i still hate hindi. i'd learn other languages instead. and hindi school and make you speak in hindi if you're the high kinda person. i suddenly spoke in hindi la. horrible. came home and washed my mouth with everything to do with cleaning. and what more i spoke to the teacher in hindi also. sobs. i feel so sad for admirer. really. she'll be the reason of her death. which is guaranteed. haha. she's going to cheenaland again during the holidays. while i suffer at the training camp. saw him again. he looks black. well he wasn't really fair at all. but he look darker. and he seems to have shrunk or it is because i was tip-toeing to find my friends? and he looks fat or is it cause he has got muscles. anyways, he looks horrible, sad to say. indian air for 2 months can change a person alot. and his spectacles have are white and thick at the sides and its so prominant on his face. and yes, his horrible bag, is totally horrible. doesn't suit him. ok nothing more about him now. he's long dead. anyways. i hope my admirer's life gets better soon. poor admirer. she's going to let her feelings out by watching some crying crying kinda hindi movie now. but when i still used to like hindi, that movie is kinda very good.