i'm going to give a lecture today. & i guess it's my first.

apparently, in my social life can be categorized into two groups.

#1 Family & Friends
-> over here, if you're not my family,you're my friend.
-> even friendly strangers, (*i stare at you, you stare at me,you smile, i smile back)
-> and also acquaintaces.

#2 Not a Friend & Hated ones.
-> this group is the simplest.
-> if you're not a friend(*&family, you fall here.

complicated,much? then this rhetorical question arises, okay not rhetorical, because i'm going to answer this - why the bloody hell am i saying all this bull crap? ;)

( that paragraph felt so nice )

well okay, because of some things.

let's talk about group #2. apparently, whoever i've never spoken to yet fall there. and speaking of who i hate. i think its like an isolated place except for its only resident whose going to stay there for 7 lifetimes. ( in other words, i hate you, & no chance of promoting you to group #1 )

i might sound darn childish doing this shit. but i have to vent it out. or not i cannot concentrate on freaking exam papers.

& that person in group #2( hatred ) is NOT roshni.

* roshni if you're reading this, seriously, i had no grudge against you or anything, neither did i hate you or anything. i'm glad matters are settled, with "sorry" which goes a long way.

& to that person in group #2( hatred ) is YOU.

* YOU if you're reading this, seriously, i hate you.

* i can't come in terms with what rasvinder's that one said, about living with hatred doesn't benefit you. seriously, if your "crimes" hadn't been so grave, i would have listened to bhabhi. but then. NO.NO.no. lol. no i can't NOT hate you :)

* in other words, nothing can make me NOT hate you.

* & it's not the propoganda from people who hated you, made me hate you. you made me hate you.

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' why you crying '
' hell, i'm not crying, that tear drop just fell out of my eyes '

' ne-yo was so sick of love songs that he wrote his own love song,closer. '

' eh, you say hi to ras. i say hi to bri! '
' OKAY!! :) '
' you do first '
' no you do first '

* bhaiya going back tmw. don't go leh. i like it when you go out at 10PM and come back later at 1AM saying that you went to karate. but i know where you went :) it like being your little sister, because your secrets are so cool that i love the fact that i'm the one who knows it all.

* note to all, my brother doesn't do anything bad. LOL. he's a good boy. as old as Lewis Hamilton and not available. but you can join the queue in Australia. good luck