No, just tell me why i'm reading Sidney Sheldon's book out of a sudden?

I finished 'Stranger In The Mirror' yesterday at 4.30pm, and i felt so irritated, not because of the sexual content, ridiculously because of what the frigging author does to the characters. especially Toby Temple.

Sidney Sheldon
{February 11, 1917 – January 30, 2007}

I hate _____.
Yes I hate _____.
I can't help but hate _____, with many exceptions.
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