friday has come and will go soon too. its 29th feb. wah. i was thinking tmw is 30th feb. terrible. With that haiys' birthday is cming soon and so is admirer's in a month! both good pals. haha. but different signs. :P it seems like no one is interested in what i say. so bad. i know i keep repeating that same topic over and over again but at least give me a new topic leh. plus stop teasing me about horrible people. like the monkey guy and the white hair guy. nonsense. all yuck i tell you. but i still like fridays even though its a long long day but its also a fun fun day. cause me and haiys saw something which i had seen before but haiys saw it for the first time. right haiys? its called free show of flesh. hahaha. kk. my admirer can get really excited with the things i say. but she has to wait til tmw to whack me with all her excitement. aiyo. hindi school. i dread you. but i come to you only for the sake of my friends ah. horrible. gosh i'm getting addicted all those kinda tea drinks - green tea, lemon tea, chrysanthamum tea and all the other crappy drinks. nonsense. :P plus i'm getting bored of eating the same food again and again. the menu in the school canteen needs to be changed. now i'm the slowest eater in our group in school. slower than the slowest. and the ex-slowest is happy that she's no more the slowest. and i'm like... and and and. i swear i'd quit anderson if i see that same face again on monday during assembly, lessons, recess and after school. but i shouldn't swear, cause i'm bound to see that face on monday every where. i wonder if that face also realises that we meet each other practically every where. i'm getting frustrated by that face. like my ghost following me all round. i'm sure haiys has noticed that, right haiys?

i've been laughing ever since. should stop laughing soon. i can do it. anyways. today school was fun. hahaha. er? PE was exceptionally kinda the best. we played against 4/5 din score as many goals as they did. but enjoyed the game. but was tired later on. almost fell asleep during class. and i keep telling myself wake up you moron. them i'm like shut up you idiot. see curses fly in my mind also. haha. ooh. during recess i climb to fourth level eh. eh eh. haahaa. kk. fourth level only. nothing else. and one question can u imagine someone having a whole in their armpit? i'm like hahaha. hole in the armpit. haaha. and i got my maths results. horrible i tell you. horrible. anyways. smile smile. i'm still happy. also don't know for which stupid reason but ya. nonsense. one lesson i learnt today. don't use a headphone and speak to your bestie. cause me n admirer were speaking on the phone while i was on my way home. and its like we always have a reason to laugh hard, people will think you gone crazy already and stare at you. like take for an example. admirer and i were laughing on the phone like idiots. and i am like laughing n laughing and walking. then this good-looking guy is coming from the opp direction. and he looks at me and smiles. and i laugh and laugh and look at that guy. that guy would really think that've gone mad. i din know that my laughter can make strangers smile. lol? oh and i've got a question to ask some one or a some group of people. but i damn paiseh to go ask eh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEE RU & THE REGINAS'

well today i've got both bad and good news from my side to everyone. normally people start with the bad right, so i'll go with the crowd. bad news first then.

i was coming home after choreography "some" dance steps for the indian section of a dance, coy 1 is dancing on. and so i was on the bus along with along the other passengers and i was seated at the last last row, cause i got nothing better to do. so more than half of the trip was jolly jolly UNTIL this stupid !@#%^&*#@ man who was sitting in front came and sat beside me, cause it was free after this small boy n his mom left. then that stupid !@#%^&*#@ man sat down and this very very very nice gentleman sat down beside him. so its the nice nice man, the stupid stupid !@#%^&*#@ man and then me.

this is what happened. that bloody stupid !@#%^&*#@ man was bloody sleeping and his head was like bobbing to my side. then i was like !@#%^&*#@. gave this damn pissed off look and stared at that idiot. then then then. the very very very very nice gentleman he noticed that the bloody stupid !@#%^&*#@ man was pretending to be asleep and he poke poke that idiot man and said - EH HELLO, SIT PROPERLY. and i was like THANKS A LOT! then that bloody stupid !@#%^&*#@ man still don't want to sit properly. now i much more pissed off. then the nice nice gentleman ask me to come and sit the other side with this lady cause that guy won't listen. so i went the other side and ya. gave the **** off look to the stupid !@#%^&*#@ man and listened to music the rest of the way.

i'll really like to thank that gentle-guy. he was so nice and considerate. and that bloody stupid !@#%^&*#@. he can go die by drinking a mixture of methanol and acrylamide. die you piece of walking shit.

ok. now for the GOOD GOOD part. kk i forgot half of the good part but ya. good part is i enjoyed school yea (: especially recess. never be in a hurry. must wait then only your wish will come true. yeah! ok lame. ohh yes, maths i think for the first time we had no homework? and i'm so happy. yeah! i like ms leow alot regardless of how much homework she gives us. have more good news but not to be shared publicly.

CME was fun. fun fun fun. we did acting. it was funny. hahaha. see i'm laughing! lol.

there were tremors today at around 4:35pm. din feel it though (: and i heard funny news - a girl from Argentina, aged 17 is a mother of 7. wah. At 15, she gave birth to a son, then at 16 she gave birth to triplets and now at 17 she gave birth to another triplets. how amazing. and i noticed that the tagboards aren't working for some funny reason. and i yes, don't stalk people. you never know. wait they turn around and shout vulgarities at you. so don't stalk. just a notification to people out there. randomly. i failed biography paper by 1 mark. omg. how absurd is that. 1 mark. but today biography lesson was funny. but i don't remember why it was funny. lol? but i remember laughing. but not as hard as last saturday. oh oh. haha. none of my friends went for the hindi exam on saturday. the teacher might be thinking we five skipped school together. but she didn't call home. and and she's my teacher for the second year already. this is like so WTH. we can't sit with joint tables, cause she knows all the best friends in class. but yea, we're contented for the past weeks, we've been sitting together at least. like imagine, we five are distributed in the class. no contact at all. except for letters. but still no nice. and i'm liking the spiderman. in my bedroom. and i'm not necessarily liking the eminem posters. but they're there for some unknown reason.

just being random as usual (:

people should be happy that i can control my temper quite a bit now. if not they'd be seeing me lose my temper every other hour. now i'm pretty much crazy - minded, and get angry not so often. but when i do, i'm like vulcano, i just burst. but but but, there are only a few reasons i get angry on. my friends getting discriminated and if i'm in a bad mood. practical reasons to get angry. why i'm talking about this? cause my moderate mood just went off and i went pissed. but didn't burst. i've learnt to tolerate. anger doesn't do good. it does bad. good way to relax is listen to your favorite music. and sit in an air conditioned area. but currently i'm only listening to music. hmph. everyone has problems with their friends do they? i wonder if anyone has a friend whom they've never fought over things. me and admirer can say that we've fought over the most stupidest things before which only lasted for 5 mins cause i can't stand not being friends with the admirer and so i'm the one who says sorry first. but overall, we could be the ideal best friends. gossiping and stuff. we're a fun duo. ding. then i've got another very interesting fren, who doesn't have a unobvious nick as yet but yes i'm including her in this extreme post. why do my posts seem to be long nowadays? and uninteresting. wait. when was it ever interesting. life's so boring on sundays especially if you didn't go karate and watch those stupid sad sad हिन्दी movies. my lost. never watch those crying ones. damn stupid. watch comedies and action!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VALERIE! (:

omg. i actually called anderson, my. its suppose to be ours i think. heck care. today was a very funny day. literally. funny cause i laugh n laugh. for funny reasons. LAME. but ya. asked my dad to bring me to school and he happily agree and we dragged my mom along. so he sent me to school and i jolly jolly went and sat outside the den and started talking to SOMEONE'S classmate and guide mate. then i felt thirsty so i left my phone with her and went to buy a drink. and a beautiful disaster happened. she made my phone look more appreciative but the words for my wallpaper were disastrous. but i still like it (: anyways then around 12.30 plus, we left for the indoor stadium in with the two companies in different buses. so we were sitting in our patrols and chatting with the sec 1s. i was talking crap as usual. so we reached there and got off and waited patiently for e other company to come, but like never came. but in the end in came somehow. so we walked in. awed by the signatures of the celebrities. i saw westlife! ok nvm. then ya i walk walk walk. and walk into this stadium smaller than the national stadium next door. pretty boring throughout the whole thing but i survived. was falling asleep literally until it came to awards presentation and some performances. there were actually a Precision Drill performed by Guides. and haiys was so awed. and i was like they're lousy. anderson ncc can do much better. then i was amazed by the glowing number 10 on my seat and the seat in front. and i was like smsing haiys who was sitting at seat no 1 that i was sitting at number 10. and i was all like NUMBER 10 NUMBER 10! ok relax. then we went back to school and were dismissed. i went abit kuku and started talking about frying chicken in the camp and bringing a wok to the camp. and yu jia and i were so glad we finalized on the menu. so yes, the rest of us made our way from breakfast and dinner at macdonalds. and i can say that we were crapping again. once we reached the macdonalds, i really very stupid. for the ketchup and sauce its self-service right. so i happily go and get the sauce while haiys was waiting for our orders to be ready. so its like your suppose to PUSH this button kinda thing. n i over there hitting it so gently. then one of the fellow sec 2 guide came to get her own sauce. so i moved for her to take first. she hit the thing and the sauce came out smoothly. i just stared. so after this ordeal, the three of us sat down and ate and laughed and laughed like freaks. laugh on stupid things. on topics unknown. and the guys around us also staring. and later yun jin and christine also came and at the table behind us. they also just stared at us and choked on my laughter. my laughter that funny meh? haiys even recorded it. nonsense. so we left mac and headed home. then on the way we came across a man asking for flag day donation so i happy happy donated money. and the man was like you'll from girl guides ah? then we're yeah we are. then he says i was also from girl guides eh. then i'm like lol? then he says but over the years my gender changed. and i'm like err.. ok so we move on into amk hub and suddenly haiys does life-saving stuff on me. freaky. i'm like relax. you're first-aid test is tomorrow. and my stupid home phone has gone crazy all over again. rings for nothing. hmph.

its saturday already. and i'm not going hindi sch (: so happy.

yesterday in school we guides celebrated thinking day, and many people were like guides only think today, other days they don't think.

my reply would be this - we are humans like you, we think like you, unless you're not a human. but what is special is that, out of the 365 days in a year, we make one day very special for us which is world thinking day. we must celebrate thinking also you know. everyday think think think then take it as granted only.

but when thinking day applies to me - i think more on thinking day unusually - the above paragraph can show you that. such words from a kuku head of mine.

and i can foresee my future that the guides annual training camp will murder me. so those who want the chance to get rid of me, this is your chance.

i feel so sad for the admirer, she's only one going to take the hindi paper today. poor one. she's the only one studying for it right now. everyone else is sleeping. the benefit of having hindi school in the afternoon. i'd be happy if my hindi school was in D.A.V. Hindi School honestly. transfer me. for obvious reasons.

oh and information in my anderson really spreads like fire.

and going home alone sucks. and i hate it when my brother can't send me home on fridays. and i'm adddicted to songs again. but english songs. i hate hindi remember. but i still like hindi songs.

&&& i'd like to include this point.

ARCHIE would have never been with that group of indian guys (:

अजीता सिंह

wow. so cool. my name in hindi. lol. lame.

eh very unfair eh.

stupid हिन्दी doesn't have higher हिन्दी

blasted subject.

like dat cannot get a total of 4 bonus points।

कुत्ता सुब्जेक्ट।

lol. i'm cursing in hindi.

nonsense.

HECK VJC.

another weekday has come and gone away,

in school and at home,

i want to go overseas!

(it follows the "HOME" tune)

so yes, had english grammar test, which was cool. tmw have 3 test, after which another 3 will be left, but i'm not sitting for the hindi paper. cause i dont want to, waste of time, its not counted.

so as a revision of hindi, i'll watch movies on friday!

today was a pretty happy day for me, i completed revision for physics, and i liked the bit at the hall. how amazing. but its odd.

reminds us of veronia, archie and betty.

and veronica and betty are still very good friends just that archie noes neither of us.

and i still don't understand WHY i actually agreed to run with my friend just for her to see a group of indian guys.

plus ARCHIE wasn't there. so why should i run?

at least, i let my fren sit down in an air-conditioned hall, with great live music from the stage so that i can see archie.

and for some reason i like the song in my blog alot. go decipher the meaning yourself.

happy birthday bhaiya/ekiller/vicky/vishwa/vishwajeet/turbanator!!

note it's the same person.

what comes to your mind when you think of chocolate?

* ferrero rocher

What color are you nails?

*honestly i polished them pink.

How many eyes do you have?

* a pair?

Can dogs and cats have babies?

* unless their infertile.

Is the number 7 really a lucky number?

* no idea.

Do you want to become president?

* i dont mind if u make me one (:

Who is better guys with shaved heads or ones with hair?

* o.0 with hair!!

Would you shave your head?

* never.

Do you have nice teeth?

* yes.

Would you dance to earn money for a charity?

* yes.

Would you die for our country?

* depends.

Would you have six kids at a time?

* no!

Boys or girls?

* both.

Isnt green the best color?

* no.

Should people recycle?

* yes.

Pork or Beef?

* neither.

What is your name spelled backwords?

* ateeja

navy or airforce?

* airforce.

do you think you're trustworthy?

* no.

how does your hair look?

* ponytail.

Ever been out the country?

* duh.

When was the last time you got drunk?

* never got.

do you want plastic surgery?

* no.

What was the last thing you ate?

* potatoes.

what time do u go to bed?

* after 10.

Do you like to laugh?

* yes.

Do you like surprises?

* yes.

ever been in love?

* :P

are you in love rite now?

* :P

ever been cheated on?

* hmm.

Ever cheated on someone?

* not sure.

do u go by looks or personality?

* both

we have homework?

i din do any homework!

what homework?

i've been only doing revision-work!

omg.

1. What is the status of you and the last person you spoke to (exc. family)?

friend.

2. What is bothering you right now?

exams.

3. What do you want in your life?

happiness.

4. Now, what films do you like so much?

comedy.

5. What do you smell like?

rabbit bath powder.

6 . How’s your mood today?

musical.

7 . If you could change something in your life?

everything.

8 . What do you wear to bed?

shorts and t-shirt.

9 . Do you remember your dreams?

for a day only.

10. Who will you sleep with tomorrow?

nobody.

11. Have you ever been gambling?

no.

12 . What's something you wish you could understand better?

modulus inequalities.

13. What did you do last weekend?

hindi sch + karate

14 . Who do you miss?

my brother.

15 . Who is the last person you hugged?

mother.

sort of a BREAKING NEWS - i've forgotten how to speak hindi. i was on my way home waiting for bus 21 to come and there was this hindi-speaking indian expariate family seated in front of me. and they were like actually talking in hindi. and i was listening to the them, but it sounded like gibberish. i din even understand what they were speaking. they were speaking hindi la. but i din get a single word. then after a while i realised its hindi. and i'm like hahaha. i forgot hindi. a few points why i forgot - i speak bhojpuri at home a dialect of hindi and i haven't been watching hindi channels or doing my hind homework. i even forgot that i even have a mother tongue. if not i'd have happily skipped hindi school tomorrow.

anyways ya. went for this course - tent pitching/kitchen shelter/fire altar. was tiring, i could have slept on the firm ground but you know must be attentive. so ya. i remember going for this course last year on 14 feb. i can even remember the day. clap for me. so it was like a revision for our camp in march.

the week was interesting by the way. got valentines day somemore. get sweets and more sweets. and wednesday was the best. hahaha. for more than an hour ( it seemed like that ) i was happy happy during cca. haha. HAAH. ok relax. then today during CI, it seemed like the class half-dead already. SOMEBODY came in carried the boxes and went out. that SOMEBODY was like walking slowly and nicely and okay-ly but everyone like in a trance. no one realized til SOMEBODY went out. and i was like the only one who knew SOMEBODY was in the class. creepy people.

this week alot of people were born. like obviously. but ya, many people whom i know were born especially in this week. and yeah, my elder brother's wedding anniversary is tmw (16/02) 2003-2008. wah so long. but ya. then on monday is my second brother's birthday (18/02) rejoice. haha. he's gonna be 23 i think. yeah. 1985 baby so 23 right? my maths aint good. but its improving with ms.leow.

i crap alot here. crap palace.

anyways, the killer left on friday night. and the topic on friday was all about austrailia. we were talking only and only about austrailia. austrailia austrailia. nonsense.

saturday, hindi school felt like it was never there.

sunday which is today. sadded. no karate. but went to kk women & children hospital. never knew that it was so near my house. but ya.

my sister's friend, gayathri didi, who have been friends since hindi(primary) school and then ya we are family friends now, gave birth to a baby girl last night at 9:30pm. how cool is that. so we went to see her at the hospital. she's very small. small la i tell you. i got no courage to carry her. but in the end i carried her. scary thing. but she's only my arms length. worse. she's very soft and adorable. and i forgot her name. don't how many times i asked her name but i stil cant remember it but i'm sure it starts with an A. ahh the letter A. lol. anyways ya. then going to the hospital got to see gayathri didi's family after a long time. her mom n dad, husband n younger brother. its been 8 years since i saw them. vishnu looked very different so ya. shocked. anyways. ya.. er.. k thats it.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

&&

THE KILLER LEAVES IN 4 HOURS.

&&

I'M SO NOT SADDED YET.

&&

I'M USING 9730.... AGAIN.

&&

EK 432

&&

loves.

OH MY GOD!

i feel so bored.

seriously -.-

the world is so cruel. they steal my personal message. my personal message is so original. you know. copyrighted somemore. badness.

speechless. admiring austrailian dollars & a graphic calculator & my speechless-sity.

my previous post is stupid. truly. it's actually literally dedicated to my brother. hmzz. today was fun. from pe to concert to going back home with my blooder to whacking my sister to listening to loud music. basically it was a fun day. my sister came home today to spend some time and she stayed the whole afternoon and evening. and now ya, i'm recounting. bhai and i keep on bullying her. though she's older. but ya. you know its fun. two blacks get together to beat up an orange. haha. fun. k relax. but however much i bully my sister. i'm always afraid of her. she's like my second mommy. ka-ching. at least me and my sister talk constructively from anything to bollywood to nothing to the cuteness level of barrack obama to osama bin laden. haahaha. obama and osama. the love. anyways. me and bhai talk nonsense like how my bhai petitioned to his school principal for sec 2s to wear long pants. and he won. me and blooder hardly talk. ka-ching.

hi.

i am mad.

i've been actually reflecting on how i feel. and i'm one of those who forgive and forget. but now i think of it, i have many reasons to be sad over. mostly personal and especially academic wise and some other wise. kk. ding. i've been slacking alot. really. this chinese new year holidays are a good time to revise. hmzz. and another thing is that my brother is going back to austrailia this friday. hmzz. studying overseas has advantages and disadvantages. am i like repeating myself? anyways ya, ding. i will miss my brother. ding. even if he whacks me everyday. its guaranteed that his eyes will be red this friday. and i'm surely going to weep cause i'm the most emo in the family. dunno when he's coming back but ya hope he comes back sooner. cause without him the house seems empty. and i have no one to whack and play with. and no one to tell me about his adventures in secondary school life. kk i better relax. shouldn't cry too much now. ayo. i crying right now for dunno wad reason. he's still here wad. alamak. relax.

lol. so basically many things to weep over right now. but ya. thankfully i've my best frens to keep my life colourful. okeas. i better relax. anyways. ya i forgot wad i wanted to say. but ya. i'm getting back my old number, cause bhai is leaving so yaa. plus my prepaid money running low also. so he's got good timing. lol.. anyways ya.

last night. was bad. i can murder him if i want to. tell me would you like it if you randomly sign in late at night onto msn just for fun. or you're stupid me. and then someone starts a conversation and starts yelling at you. i'm like hello. blame me for practically everything. when i'm hardly in contact with him OR his friends. and he comes straight at me with a gun like he wants to murder me. and when i'm being serious, he laughs. like a hyena somemore. in the end leaves the conversation being angry with me for a very stupid reason. and he calls me lame and childish which i am. but hello he another. he IS also the same. urghzz.

ok so ya. today school. tmw half-school. like you noe school cut into half. anyways. tmw CNY celebrations. yea. ooh and i got hongbao from my karate instructor. he gives every year so no surprise. and then tmw school must wear ethnic. and i give up on wad to wear. so i'm wearing my hindi sch uni. abit stupid but only wearing for assembly right, then pe attire. sadded. i'm slowly growing into a woman. i cant decide on what to wear now. shitzz. nvm. relax. it had to happen one day or another.

sunday 3rd feb = karate = combine class = 2 hours = fun = boyfriend = white guy

ya so thats the summary of this morning. i had karate and combine class which means the class was bigger and longer and also fun-er. and there was my boyfriend there. and admirer dont get sad ok. i'm sure you'll get one in your dance class. lol. anyways ya, since the class was big didn't do much. we, the blacks (belt), were abit blur cause the instructor was going through the whites (belt) kata and we forgot whatever we learnt as a white cause we were progressing in what the blacks did. so was a blur day and a day to show off. but ya. fun la.

then came back home, and saw some stupid movie on tv. i sat on the floor and just stared at the tv. cause i got no idea what the movie was trying to show. one unmarried man was deceived into marrying this homosexual and the homo fainted and that unmarried man ran to this married lady and said where were you? come lets marry! then another guy comes and says yes sister-in-law! come come. then suddenly the homosexual's sister comes and says to the unmarried man that some man took the homosexual. and i'm like just staring cause i dont get it.

and my bhai dearest got a graphic calculator which means he doesnt have to crack his head on calculus questions. just type the question into the calculator and wallah he's got the answer. nonsense. going university has its own advantages and disadvantages. my bhai dearest, is going back to aussie! and my gayman will be there to receive him. sob sob. bhai dearest! sniff sniff.

TODAY. is fun fun day. me and daddy dearest happily watching this comedy movie on television and laughing n coughing while mommy dearest and bhai go shopping. so yea. then roro MADE me into going hindi school early cause she wanted to COPY rara's answers. and wat have i got to do with that? so roro and i reached school early at one. and rara came late cause crows chased her. but i'll like to express this point, if crows were chasing her. she should reach earlier right? nonsense!

then hindi class started. and it was like every week. almost boring. but jokes kept us alive. the new book that the teacher MADE us into buying is pretty good. so ya hindi school passed.

now going back home, fun. HINDI got into my head. hindi can be interpreted as a roaming spirit. my admirer, admirer's sister and i were crazily walking to the mrt station. crazily - seriously. all three of us were speaking in hindi and only hindi, sometimes english but mostly hindi. and they were sort of original. so ya. simple. so we walked into mcdonalds and continued of crazinity.. i even my own HINDI POEM on spot! here goes nothing -

DIL MEIN MERE HAI DARD-E-DISCO,

MUJHEKO KYA PATA KITNE HAI MUJHKO.

direct translation -

HEART IS MY HAVE PAIN-E-DISCO,

ME HOW KNOW HOW MANY HAVE ME?

hope you understand, thats the best i can do. anyways ya. so since i speak mostly bhojpuri at home, my accent of hindi will be like some person from bihar or uttar pradesh. so there was rara saying that i sound like laloo prasad yadav, then i was like.. then rara interfered and adds on - you sound like rajesh khanna

and at that point i say -

THAT'S CAUSE I SPEAK BHOJUPURI! AND PPL FROM UTTAR PRADESH AND BRIJESH SPEAK IT.

instead of saying BIHAR i said BRIJESH. k not funny. only me and my admirer found it funny. k nvm. so ya alot more funny funny things happen. and i find that this paragraph has many funny in it. so ya very funny. but ya funnily i'm ending it here. funny. and i'm not wishing anyone happy birthday today.

posting for yesterday..

yesterday the day seemed very short. too short to tell the truth. especially if you're having a test. first period english had this summary mock test which was pretty good. then mother tongue did some maths corrections and now i remember i haven't done my hindi homework. kk. next was chem practical. practicals are always fun regardless of the teacher. spent the whole recess in the lab. chem is so interesting haan? ( ... ) and sat for a maths test right after coming out of the lab. maths was pretty good too. but short note for u ppl. in the morning a dozen black cats crossed my way - aren't they suppose to bring bad luck? ya but heck care. after class interaction, had lunch. went back class and spent a silly session. and wad my fren n i did next was the stupidest thing in the school. we were running around the school looking for one person. thats its. we call it hide and seek. the hider won. we, the seekers, lost.

ok so friday have girl guides - and we went dragonboating! k the last time we went was in sec 1. and its long time. so it was way fun. being splashed by water constantly is fun. but at times is unwelcomed. so after being splashed n splashed. and building biceps, we went back school and then back home. going back home also another fun thing. i was throwing away my chemistry textbook. on SOMEONEs feet and in the dust bin. so ya. abit stupid. but ya.. then came home at around 8:30pm and talked to admirer for a while and then was hungry at about 9pm so ate dinner. and kept coughing and coughing. my time has come i tell you. time to stop this post la obviously..