“have you ever loved somebody that, never really loved you back.
this is for her & for him , ‘cause loving you’s like lighting a candle in the wind.
somebody’s gotta love me, somebody’s — loving you like lighting candles in the wind.”

I ♥ YUNG RAM & ROBERT & PRINCE!

human-animal-human.

oh right, ystd, was awesome, because of baby man, or more commonly known as bai-dong Mans.
Wth am I talking about here now. Triple Hush.

I use Tumblr too!

For once & last, let me tell you, as of now I'm speechless, yet in the mood to blog. Here's what happened today.

I watched two movies - Rockstar & I Am Legend.

a) Guess who the rockstar was? His character name was Izzy. Now that reminds me of Izyan. Now that's called being a true rockstar. Now, Izyan's future is settled.

b) I don't like it when the main character dies, Will Smith, you died in that movie.

Alright, and the point that I'm trying to bring up - about being speechless, it's thanks to my current(&forever)FAVOURITRE singer - Chris Brown. Well with all my hyped up excitement for his upcoming album that's releasing on 8th December worldwide, c'mon of course I'd be speechless.

HAHAH, ystd so frigging retarded. Watch ONE Bollywood movie the whole afternoon. Okay before that I watched some Hindi Ghost Show? What lah, Hindi what. What am I talking?

Okay, the movie so super fun! The actors were Akshay Kumar & Saif Ali Khan. I don't care about the actress, plus I hate her. Hoho.

The basic summary of the movie - Akshay & Saif like the actress, Akshay & actress marry, Akshay dies, Saif & actress marry, Akshay suddenly alive, Saif dies, Akshay & actress marry.

No wonder I found it super fun eh? Oh and then in the evening my mom called India, and started talking to some maternal cousin of mine. Apparently, I haven't seen/spoken to this cousin since a very long time, about 10 years or so? So, I'm given the phone and said to give him my e-mail address.

And I say okay no problem.

Cousin: Tumhara email address hai? ( Do you have an email address )
Me: Haan ( Yes )
Cousin: Tumhe Hindi aati hai? ( Do you know Hindi? )
Me: Haan ( Yes )
Cousin: Tum kya haan haan boleh jah rahi ho? ( Why do you keep saying yes? )
Me: Huh?

Not my fault that Huh and Haan sound similar right? So I ended up NOT giving my email address, & I got threatened that he'd bully me when I come to India. Okay whtever, I wont even go to yr house if that's the case.

OMG, CHRIS BROWN :D come come, those overdue videos that should have been posted long time ago.



whatever just watch it. The weirdo hairdo girl is Cassie, hoho. She's pretty but her hair so funny. Skali Chris dating her. It's okay, at least not Rihanna mamma.

Hello Worldie Sholdie, hows your nanny poo going?

Alright, woke up in the morning, with my mom's usual nagging about my room being messy. After which, I was so super into getting my room cleaning, I thought of clearing out the shelves of those dumb & old books. Doing so, I came across this encyclopedia on Children's Health. So exciting. So I took the book & sat down at the dining table & started browsing through it.

THEN, one of the workers doing the renovation, in the unit above ours, came down & forewarned us that the drilling's going start soon.

** Must mention the worker lah, got tattoo what! Ahahhaha, my obsession.

ALRIGHT, then sometime later, Syafiqah calls up saying she's crashing over at my crib. I don't know what to say uh. So I say okay. Then later, she change her mind of crashing today. She'll be crashing some other day. So I blasted to Little India with Mom & friend.

Here's what I saw at Little India
- White people
- Gay people
- Indian people
- More people

!)?& Let's sidetrack for the better good of my dear soul.
Bitches/Bastards the world's full of them ah? If only they weren't there, and we didn't have friends who were like that. Adapting and Adjusting for the better good. Oh to !#@ hell with that. Whatever lah. No words to say also. You just get annoyed with these kind of people and then back to reality, spend your time wisely. Do not be bothered ith such people.

i <3 my friends! :D

{ let's hope the right ppl get the right msg }

One word.

Angry

More words, !@#$%^&

affronted, annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious, galled, hateful, heated, hot, huffy, ill-tempered, impassioned, incensed, indignant, inflamed, infuriated, irascible, irate, ireful, irritable, irritated, maddened, nettled, offended, outraged, piqued, provoked, raging, resentful, riled, sore, splenetic, storming, sulky, sullen, tumultous/tumultuous, turbulent, uptight, vexed, wrathful

To My Mind: !@#$%^&

HAHAHAH.

Hello goldie worldie!

I woke up, full of vibrant energy like a Energizer AA battery. Browsed through all those smses, replied to the most important one "needing a favour". Showered and blasted to Whampoa. Finished the errand there, then blasted to St.Georges. Finished the errand, then took a snail cab to McNair.

In the afternoon, just zoomed passed, drew random things in Paint & chatted with Izyan on MSN.

Then I went down! <3<3<3 That person turned twice. I made that person turn twice! TWICE. I repeat TWICE.

Kay Bye.

Two words.

"Psyched out"

There're more words.

all torn up, antsy, apprehensive, blue broken up, bummed out, capsized, chaotic, come apart, confused, disconcerted, dismayed, disordered, disquieted, distressed, dragged, frantic, grieved, hurt, ill, in disarray, jittery, jumpy, low, muddled, overturned, overwrought, rattled, ruffled, shocked, shook up, sick, spilled, thrown, tipped over, toppled, troubled, tumbled, unglued, unsettled, unzipped, upside-down.

!@#$%^&*

To my mind: Enough already.

I dont care.
I will say something like an extra!
I saw that dedication to NOH ALAM SHAH (yeah you don't look like him, bt he's born in september, 2 days before me!)
Wah Super Emotional Letter,
though I didn't actually understand the last few lines,
k but whatever ah,
stil very touching eh.

Okay i can't survive in this world, no wonder i need terrorist activities.

Last night/This morning was crazy uh. I was sleepy & mad. Huahuahua. Okay.

Dad, Mom & I went to the airport. Seriously, those neon lights made me blind. Nonsense, how you want people to drive like that eh? Ooh, and the airport was go shacking cold. Oh yeah, must adjust the temperature in the arrival hall to that of the winter in America/Europe right. Then what about those Aussies? They having summer what! (I want their beaches. It's okay, I'll invite you guys to my very own beach one day, near future)

Okaaaaay, & at the carpark. OMFG. I saw !@&^ hot ones & shitass slimeballs. BIKES vs SCOOTERS. When I entered the arrival hall, just one look at their faces, you can tell which biker category they belong too!

& the rest that happened is a secret :D Nyahaha. MY NAME IS ANTHONY GONSALVES, & the rest is mega retarded even thought its the truth!

I thought I've never even been to the North before. Okay here's what I thought. I thought that I've only been to Yio Chu Kang, Khatib, Yishun & Sembawang. And that I've never been above that. But I was wrong. I realised today that I've been to Admiralty too! LOL, this year on 28th March. How could I even possibly forget that day? LOL.

28th March, a day before Adl Danish was born! & Yeah la, Swati's birthday too. And on 28th, we had flag day! & we saw somebody-oh-so-divine-turned-big-old-fat-flirtatious man. You know who I'm talking about right. Adlyn thought he was so super duper cute that time. Now he's just an ordinary fatso. Okay.

Today, went to Woodlands (& surprisingly I've been there before too!) Borrowed books, (why the hell did I go from Boon Keng to Woodlands to borrow books?) Okay yes, Izyan's fault lah, blame her blame her.

So freakishingly retaaaaaaaaaaaaarded, we went Kiddy Palace when my brother & her so-called boyfriend was at Metro playing toy cars with super pint sized kids that dont reach my knee. Okay. We entered John Little too! They had these super sized teddy bears/stuffed toys. Then I don't rmb wht I did, and one of the teddy bears fell. Then this is small meimei comes to me, speechless me. I don't know what to do (she wants the bear). So I put it back where it fell from and make it lower, so that she can touch the legs of the teddy bear.

How terribly nice of me. K I confirm become terrorist one day. How exciting eh, at least I have contacts in Afghanistaaaaaaaaaaan, got chance what!

What a life,
I want to become a terrorist!
& make ppl hate cheese!
(that's because I hate cheese, except for that cheese on top of the pizza)
I will terrorize ppl with watermelons and hazelnuts!
I will feed everybody human fingernails, and doggy tails,
I will make you my left hand woman/man
You accept the enticing offer?

Boredom sure does make me say wonderful things about life.

Bobbi Brown is a SHE & I saw her at home today!
HAHAHA, I want Chris Brown's latest album!
HAHAHA, I have the music video's already & most of the songs!
BUT WHO CARES, I WANT THE SOLID CD!
HAHAHAHAHA, down with Rihanna.

WHAT LAH, I JUST HEARD ANOTHER YUNG RAM SONG :D

HAHAHAHAHA
I just saw Johan Vega's profile picture! :D
Syafiqah has been stalking Johan Vega!
What is this man!
LOL.
VEGA BROTHERS!
They have a lot of cousins :P

Ajeeta has been crazy lately,
& the world is indeed blind.
Be Gone Blind People.
Bebo will kill you with Ajeeta's cursed sword of Saudagar.
Eh?

Okay Bye.

Syafinah & Ajeeta!


Farah & Ajeeta!


Rockstar Izyan & Ajeeta!


Syafiqah & Ajeeta!


Farah & Ajeeta Again!


Amira & Ajeeta!


Izyan & Ajeeta!


Farah, Izyan & Ajeeta! (SUper bored)


LOL

Adlyn never take picture with me sial.

Go hey lil mama, I can transform ya.

Bobbi Brown! Hahaha, I have so no idea who that person is, but has the last name as Brown. Hahaha, Adlyn's sister applied that make-up on us yesterday! Everyone was looking awesome & I was looking awesomely retarded! At least for someone, who has only worn dresses as a young kid, I did look retarded (that reminds me of the retarded students we saw at KFC!)

Woke up early on 17 Nov, couldn't sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Met Syaf at Kovan, but in all that excitement, I took the wrong train from Boon Keng, I quickly got down at Little India and went back up to Kovan. So super malu. Syaf bought her necklace, and we went to Tiong Bahru!

We saw 'Superman' on the way, seriously. That man was taller than the MRT train entrance & actually in a way, as tall as the cabin itself. Omg. So freaking tall you know. Okay, so Tiong Bahru Plaza, as we could see was full of foood outlets! Many Many Many.

Okay, so Syaf & myself waited for the rest (Amira, Farah, Izyan & Syafiqah), ate at KFC, and taxi-ed to the hotel. Took pictures with Santa Claus, whose glasses looked like a mix between sunglasses & Harry Potter's glasses, while Farah & Syaf took the 'keys' to the hotel room!

& when they came, we raaaaaaaaaaaan to the hotel lift lobby like some mad idiots. Got into the hotel, jumped like crazy, toilet was uber cool. Its called EXCITEMENT ah. The room was super cool, jump here jump there. Hide in the closet. Sleep in the bathtub. Jump on the bed. Okay that's what I did lah. Then everyone started painting their nails and all. Messy.

Then Adlyn & Sis came & the make-up session started. First up was Izyan, Syaf & Amira were still doing their nails. Syafiqah & Adlyn were STILL jumping & trying on people's heels Farah & I were playing tap tap, tap tap revenge, tap tap dance & other games on the iPod Touch.

More laaaaaaaaater, my arm pain orady.

This is like Mansoor Paradise, but who cares.

Firstly I swear my feet hurts, and its because of that retarded slippers I wore out today. So yes, the FIVE of us went to LITTLE INDIA, FARRER PARK AND BOON KENG today. Well yes, that's it right basically.

Shrad was on time, totally on time. Kiran & I just walked pass her without even noticing her. So when we did, we sat down and discussed the movie - Paranormal Activity & its plot and stuff. WHEN SUDDENLY.. Sage appears. So yeah, we sit down, and start discussing Paranormal Activity and all the other horror movies and such.

Shrad gets lil thirsty, so we enter Mustafa Centre, buy a drink and walk around making a hell load of unnecessary noice. Sage & her Canon keeps clicking shots, we take pictures here and there, as we wait for Maharani Swati to arrive from all that catastrophe on her way there.

So finally she arrives, as Kiran & Shrad dress up as Queens, and I wear some weird fairy wings with a wig on my head. & then yeah, Sage's taking pictures of us.

So then, we get out of the place. EAT. Alright now where? We walk down the whole line of food outlets, looking for cheap non-vegetarian food. Make friends with those people outside who pursue customers and all. Finally we decide on Tekka Centre's foodcourt.

WE WALK ALL THE WAY FROM MUSTAFA TO TEKKA CENTRE. OKAY, ACCORDING TO SAGE - IT WAS LIKE ABT A 7 MINUTES TRIP? lol. Okay, so we reach there, eat at Banquet & talk about things - abt the world in 2012 & other stuff.

NOW, after we're done with food, I explain to them abt the rules or whtever thing abt the SHENGSHIONG game we're playing next.

We take a bus there, ready, get set. Go, they're running like maniacs in the ruddy small place. Making so much noise, screaming, running after me when they get the stuff they find. Making louder noise if Mansoor's there. Sage, dear Paparazzi, snaps a picture of dear Mansoor.

And to think of it, Mansoor kept looking because 5 noisy girls were very noisy near him. And weird things happened. I think we were pretty suspicious, they thought we're gonna shoplift.

Now we wait for Mansoor's face to come.

:D

Though, I wont be going down for a very long time now.

And dude, tmw's prom!

WHAT A SUNDAY. I feel like a total bummer with nothing to do! Watched TV, played with Prince & played video games like almost the whole day. Then just now in the evening, i felt like this homeless, aimless person.

Well actually, I went down with my mom for a "walk" but I ditched her, and said that I am going shengshiong to browse the things and stuff. So after browsing for 15 minutes or so & other stuff in the process (:D), I finally thought - back to mommy now.
Then I went in search for her, but couldn't find her at her usual place with all her friends. Then I got tired, plus I was having (and still do) a stomachache from eating this chicken curry puff. So I sat down under this block at St. Georges, hoping Mommy would walk by. But no..

So I went back to Sheng Shiong like an ultra idiot, then I saw Daddy! Then I told him I lost Mummy, then he said Go and find her! And then he started talking to some man.

Following his orders, and rather upset that I couldn't follow him around in ShengShiong AGAIN! (:D), was superbly disappointing. K so I walked one BIGGGGGGG round, but still couldn't find her.

So I went back home. Now I'm scared, what if she's looking for me? Hmm.

Went over to my aunt's place at Jurong. It felt more like an Arcade. I was offered a PSP to play with. I was also given a choice to use an iPod Classic or use the Macintosh Laptop. Amazed. That's what you get if you have three sons in the house, who love to game. Alright. So I gamed for like 3 hours, and 1 hour of shopping. So that's like 4 hours at Jurong! A lot ah.

Then later on, we went to Redhill, myself being an extra just keep walking in and out of the shops. Until I bought one doughnut for ONE DOLLAR. That's all I found in my pocket. Okay, so yeah.

Then car-ed back home. Thought of some puzzles for the game we're playing on Monday & stuff. I went down to Sheng Shiong too man. Hopefully Mr. Mansoor still works there, if not, its pointless going there!

Yung Ram is cute lah. Nad, Adlyn & Myself love his dancing alr. We were dancing tht way at AMK Hub ystd too. Oh yes, I saw Noh Alam Shah who looks like Adlyn. REALLY! :D

Post After O's
Alright baby.

It's Over
.

This Is It.

What man

HAHAHA.

Relax.

Alright, so today I bought my dress for 17 Nov! It reminds me of some party rocker? Roar, I shall go partying with Yung Ram one day. Eh, not bad ah.

Haha. Cool man. I'm running out of words. But anyways.

I think 4 hours to do that kind of shopping, got boring wearing all those clothes and all. But hell, the shades were looking awesome.

You know, I'm super bored. Bored. I plan to detach myself from my handphone. And surf the neeeeeeeet, like old times. I'm fishing out alot of shit already.

Don't tell me Chris Brown looks different, he looks so matured. :O &&& i believe I saw Noh Alam Shah!

Hear, hear, Christopher is such an exciting name :D