emotionally devastated

my head hurts, and i sound as if i'm so sad like that.

fine i am sad. see i use simple words. the word is sad. wait emotionally devastated is a much better word. anyways.

i'm moving

to do my homework la.

passion & pride has finally died,

now its just you and me happily writing exam papers!

SELLING BRAND NEW NAMETAG FOR $1.00

FOR THE SAKE

today was NAPFA 5 items. i think it was fun, esp when maolei was doing his chin ups. the wierd noises which sounded very sick. then the others did like some snake like that, the body when up slithering. not bad eh my class, most of them can do. i like my class, its fun to be with. oh dont forget out teachers, all of them are funny, especially chemistry. lol, forget school now.

go and study

i love spiderman!

very amazing innit, i got my b'day present 1 month and 9 days earlier

social studies common test was damn cool. cause i know how to do. memorizing ystd was worth it, which is damn cool.

there's an imposter sitting beside me.

waah, some people are born a few days after me huh? LOL. hawkgirl hawkgirl.

oh and thanks to spiderman i forgot i've tests to study for. -.-

WHAT ARE HUMANS?

Humans are the most dominant species on planet earth. If you can raed this, you're probably a human. Humans are very intelligent and invent a lot of technology, like the computer you're currently using. Humans have evolved from monkeys and existed for several thousand years.

WHY IS THE WORLD ROUND?

The world is round because of the gravitational pull. not because "god" decided it.

when life revolves around stupid questions..

you see the nametag, see its there. everywhere! study people study, common tests next week, and i'm here blogging. its called taking a break. give me 10 good reasons, for learning mother tongue. social studies will reply - to increase awareness of different cultures. stupid question " does your whole family know about it? " my answer " of course not, you want me to die is it? "

I GOT THE NAMETAG! omg, growl at syafiqah. she took my nametag, and i almost cried, thinking that i lost it on my first day itself! NOW I UNDERSTAND HOW SHE FEELS WHEN I TAKE HERS.. karma :( Oooh, the interview with Mr.Aaron at The Coffee Bean was damn cool, he reminds me of DrChan cause of friendly nature. ;D Andersonians! - You can earn CIP hours, if the HOD agrees. :D Going home seemed damn fast, i close my eyes, the next moment i'm looking at the spiderman poster. -.- ~ i'm carrying the nametag wherever i go ~ just hope no one looks into my bag! :O ;D i'm a goldfish, that behaves like a parrot and sounds like a cheetah! omg, i've so many facial expressions to give. I'M STILL HIGH AFTER LAST NIGHT.

TALK ONLY AH THE NAMETAG DIDN'T COME TODAY ): it better come tmw, if not i'd go sueing the manufacturing company. and i'm a good girl ;D, have u seen my pm lately? its clean of nice things. MSm, very funny today - she's the boss and her boss is the principal NOT eddie. & we all must bow to her. (mole concept very nice right?) of course of course, she who drinks human blood and eats human flesh according to her herself. i solved primary 5 math questions! i'm smarter than hawkgirl of course in mental calculation. oh my life is cursed, white white white. hair.

=.=

who expected **** to get a new nametag? not me, neither you. we better train by running up stairs now. and i want that thing TMW.

i'm gonna miss titration during chemistry practicals. TITRATION.

and it's always fun walking to MRT station with you!

E-LEARNING DAY SUCKS!

the day itself does..

regardless i love my brother ;D

I spoke to God ;D

waah, so cool, i got new shoes, with choices of different coloured shoe laces. today i wore black and white each on different shoes. lol. racial harmony wad. so i wore black and white. to represent the blacks and whites, forget the browns, they're represented by me. HAHAHA. today damn stupid aka funny early in the morning i get a call on my house phone - "where are you?" LOL, of course i'm at home. after school during extra lessons, "Bellagio" presented at last, my social studies group, darn it was short, and sweet, and everyone was happy, cause can go home early. HAHAH, thank us thank us. but darn it, it was raining, no umbrella lorh. then we'll go opposite had lunch and jalan jalan in the rain to the MRT. thank goodness for racial harmony, i borrowed this RED shawl, and covered my books aka babies and myself with it. and i went all nuts. making funny noises, sounds and talking practically crap. finally, we reached mrt station, darn it, my shoe damn big lorh. and damn loose. cannot even walk fast, forget running. i couldnt get my 1 min train and had to wait for 10 mins. WHICH I'M HAPPY ABOUT. if not, i wouldnt have smelt the new body spray. LOL. " i admit, i stole that body spray " oh yes, by body spray, i think i'm damn random, during biology which was after recess, we're in the lab. then salomone's there with adidas on him, and i go - is that adidas for men perfume? the game spirit or something? then he goes- why, you're brother uses it? then i go - no la, **** lol...

superwoman/cheetah/goldfish

waah. okay, ystd was long, duper long. today also long, very long. but both quite enjoyable. and i talk alot. shut up la ajeeta. ystd footdrill i talk and talk. went on and on with mas selamat. "can we find mas selamat instead of doing footdrill?" something more constructive also. plus the last time i saw him was like in the field playing soccer lorh.

my pleas went unheard, but the whole squad laughing. so yea, i distrupted the serious footdrill session. how exhilirating. went home and fell asleep. then today was rural & urban hike. went for the rural one in labrador park - very windy ah, i like, i saw snake - no green monitor lizard. and my group was 2nd, thanks to SYAFIQAH who guided us the wrong way lorh. nonsense.

then i had lunch at vivo, and went down for hindi school, spent hours for the pig to come, insulted different people of different sizes and colours in class, went home in the rain. did english homework online. very happy cause i got 5 out of 6. darn it.

i failed my napfa run. and i'm glad i did. because even if i did pass, my results wont be as good as a re-run in school during pe lessons. well you see the various factors that affect the speed of your run. 1. the hot hot sun that shines down and you and blinds you. however when compared to the PE lesson which is the first period of a monday, the weather's so cooling plus the distance seems smaller and motivation to run increases. that has happened okay. i tried it before, and i ran faster by 3 minutes.

ooh, then my brother was nice. we went back school, and then he gave me $10 to go opposite by whatever i like and a pepsi for him. waah. okay, then we went back home, so nice. lol, my brother eh. HAHAHA. okay and i told him about my run, then he was like, you're good at sprints but not short distances.. then i was like there's a difference.

lakshmi got a hot sundae?!?! nvm, but we enjoyed ourselves before leaving school mah. climbing up 3 storeys to get her blouse NOT look at anyone. oh and i saw the same person again, when i was going home, my life is damn sadistic.

then i came home, my mom when down, and my sister called, and i crapped about the whole day to her. and she listened, thats what i like about her. you will never know if she's getting bored of you or not, but she'd still listen to you and actually give her opinion on it, like damn constructive, and she'd even give me spoken english lessons, today i learnt how to pronounce - adrenaline and learnt a new word - profound and how to use it. see.

superwoman has her own reasons, live with it.

the post below is false.

i keep seeing the same group of people over and over again, am bored of them now. BUT, i made a nametag- blue one. i'm tired and i have motivation to study, but i want to study. i've lost the confidence to join a junior college - EVEN if you phrase it like this - its just like secondary school, but more tougher - thanks alot victoria junior college, u demotivated me, and i wanted to go to you somemore. haiyaa, must give so much commitment to CCA in JC. =.= i rather stay in girl guides. people seriously DO noe how to make me jealous, and i've no idea what i want to do in my future. 0.O blanked out. i dont want to be a doctor. but i figured i can be really good detective/stalker. seriously, if you know what i'm talking abt of course. during the o level listening, i tried to read the social study notes, but failed, so i started sweeping the classroom, which seemed like a holding room, everyone put their bags in 3/2. and i like ms.mok, she scold me then praise me for getting very pleasant colours for my titration.

the first line is false.

i know we had a great day, lovely day, long and fun, and tiring, BUT fun fun fun.

the nerd promise study, i am, so dont complain. and i've questions to ask, please feel free to help me if you're good in A maths and Chemistry. thank you. i'm still jealous of people born on 27th January. aiyaa

who watches DON in the wee hours of the morning? ME. serious, its better in the morning, flying down from the plane and all. hindi school was fun. wah - last week it sucked - anyways, this guy vomitted, and the whole class stank, *grossed out* then someone sprayed deodarant to freshen up the room. our pleas of changing to another classroom were not met. 0.o

recess, i turned bad girl, we're actually not suppose to be up in class but we just stayed there. so sometime passed and i accompanied sudhanshi by standing on a chair and looking out of the window. then we were just talking when two girls walked outside and looked up at our faces, then we're like in shock, cause we, two stupid ppl, are standing on a chair and looking out. so yea, quite embarassing. AFTER THAT..

that prefect came - *you're hide and seek won't work, go down* - like shit ah. LOL. we still dont go down, we act as if we going down. so we hide in the toilet. so when we want to go outside, we hear someone coming, so we quickly hide in the cubicles. then i another one, climbing onto the toilet bowl and looking into the other cubicles to tell the other girls that - eh no ones here, lets go. - HAHAHA.

after recess more funnier, we change classroom at last, this time from a P4 class to a P5 class. BUT HOW IRONICAL, the chairs and tables are even smaller..... i was kneeling rather than sitting. plus, teacher asked the boys and girls to change sides, and the girls behaved like guys - making alot of noise, and the guys behaved like girls - quietly doing their work.

then hindi school ended, with us killing time by asking teacher stupid questions, like how guys ask. OMGHAWD. then i saw someone. then end of story.

Nerd Post

oh its friday already! and its week 3, and i feel the pressure of exams. *must remeber my to be a nerd promise* like is so laid-back in my class, which is fun. so apparently, i've decided to abide by the nerd rule closely. today, i studied. i asked the china scholars questions - they are seriously smart - yes, they were of much help. i even asked the teacher questions. but i din ask that new physics teacher question. he keeps asking ME questions. the disadvantage of being no. 1. he's called me 3 times in all three lessons of his. and everytime, i somehow manage to answer his questions * his learning our names * - and he's pretty good at it. but yea - apart from all this - i actually passed my A Math, after a very long time. wad a jump from failing *mastery tests* lol, but i din pass with flying colours though, so it means now, i've to study harder and get higher. * typical nerd - line * long day = CCA day. - oh yes, cca, seniors farewell party. valerie, made me cry. i had no motive to cry, but she another one. i go give present with zi ying, she start emotional talk, are all company leaders like that? but ya, seniors are nice, heehee *no hidden meaning* omg, and qian ci is born on 27th january, i'm so jealous, like real. *hidden meaning* why's there always some excitement when your birthday's approaching, even if there's more than 1 but less than 2 months left? what has happened, has happened. if only it was in your hands to change the past, but now, like creatures do, adapt to your environment, find reasons to be happy about the situation you are in, and you'd be optimistic all the way.

iPhone woman sat for mental algebra test, its sounds horrible, even the thought of it.

hawkgirl and i imagine alot of things, very vivid ones too.

oh yeaaaaaaa, hanu-man, we hardly see you anymore, we HAVE to see you tmw.

there are people in this world, who have enough money to buy N95 in australia, claim iPhone is lousy BUT they can't afford to buy me a gift? like.

oooh, russell peters is funny.

i'm happy to be the only one who saw 90% today

i love chemistry.

i love IRAN.

not imran.

oh yea, wiki answers are solid.

"i don't think so, but whatever"

and to hell with being index number one, because you get to

be a freaking LUCKY number for

maths file collection.

why is the world round?

it is round because of gravitational pull and not because "god" wants it to be round.

&

how many can believe that today's my sister's 1st wedding anniversary?

it was a nice day today, i was lucky at some instances and fun all the way. like chemistry, i dont remember what the teacher was saying, but it is suppose to be very funny.. i paid attention to mole concept instead of the side-tracked stuff she was talking about. i good girl. we din even have english, so haiys shared her happenings over the long weeeekend.

oh the gruesome part. biology. heart dissection? how to spell oso donnoe. please, we mutilated a sheep heart, part of the rib was there. look at the puddle of red blood can die. thank god, i din smell anything. how can ppl go up to it and poke it here and there. nonsense, i drew my diagram from my table itself. teacher worse ah, poking his fingers through all those veins and arteries, ( capillaries are too narrow, for ur fingers to fit in )

*i killed a mozzie* i have many ideas of substituting things u noe, like if i dun bring a ruler, i using the backing of my handphone. and when i dont bring my textbook, i stand up from my chair to look at the book in front just to read the question. heee.

history isssssss fun. i dont know leh. even though the teacher isnt thaaat interesting. history isssssssssss very fun. LOL.

swaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaati, ur in jaipur.

YOUTH DAY

dad comes to my room at 6.30, u din set ur alarm clock is it?

and i reply in my sleep as if i've been for hours - no schooool.

and dad goes - wah so good ah.

* there's no difference with my brothers either *

everything's good.

LOL, i studied k.

then i looked around the house like some rag and bone *woman*

found things that i thought were once lost,

my baby clothes, which i thought were flown to india

my brother's army stuff

* which makes me go why am i eight years younger than my 2nd brother? *

i'm not jealous of my brother

* even though he's enjoying life in australia *

i can't even count how many secrets of his i know.

LOL, i wasn't even suppose to know them..

then his friends always ask me when he's coming back,

-- NOVEMBER --

we're the red lovers/

mom's pissed off by our red cupboards.

tw0 months

FUN, sundays ARE fun when they are fun? okay, today karate, we galloped? its interesting, you feel like your flying in the air? HAHAHA. not funny. and i was somewhat the target of the century for my instructors. venting their personal feelings on me, thats what it seemed like. evading the kicks, my arm like want to break already. and i got kicked in the stomach? and i cheated in duck-walking. i crawled instead. LOL. and my partner din mind a bit.

then in the afternoon i studied, like a good girl. lol, then watched AKSHAY KUMAR's movie, i watch like dont know how many times, because the TV show so many times? yea, but its really nice to watch it.

so i just came back from the playground, very funny, scare the small kids in pyjamas with a giant electronic spider. then then, they was this couple whom we dont know, so we named them - laila & majnu ( romeo and juliet ), so they were playing catching around us, and we're just supporting them and letting them enjoy themselves, then suddenly alls quiet. then i go - itna sanata kyun hai bhai? ( so much quietness why, brother? ) LOL, okay, then after that i crap so much in hindi, with all the stupid dialogues i can rmb. then i listened to ghost story and came back home. LOL, i like ghost stories, superman and akshay kumar. HAHAHAH.

i sound like a total small kid. its been a small kid day. TMW IS YOUTH DAY, what a coincidence, why cant i celebrate children's day too????

ajeeta is stupid, idiotic, crazy and weird. whoever doesn't agree to this is also one. ajeeta came home from hindi school, drunk, from kickapoo. she stood at the doorstep, ringing the bell, like a drunkard. when a mother came, she joined her hands and said -

" namaste mataji " hindi school sucks, we all agree, the world echoes, hindi school sucks, its so true. see what it does to innocent minds? they torture the minds of young kids and turn them into such people, you'd have never thought of. they speak weirdly - in hindi.

well, she entered the house, put her bag down and stared at the TV. what gibberish language is this television set talking in? then suddenly the commercials are over and -- IIFA -- appears, she sits down onto the sofa hypnotised. AKSHAY KUMAR. and then there's nothing else left to say. I wonder what his act is all about? fly in, jump here, jump there, sing song, talk abit, then jump again and thats it. LOL, but ajeeta is still obsessed about superman and akshay kumar.

THURSDAY blogs are public, thats all i'm gonna say for thursday. for those who don't take literature, like me, i'd explain the meaning behind it then. well it simply directs to the thought that i've something worth said only to close friends. a maths test was actually easy, minus the fact i left out the quadratic question famous for failing a maths test by 1 mark, is bad enough. FRIDAY not every day is meant to be felt on top of the day isn't it? today was such a day. even though sch ended early with no CCA to look forward too, no excitement can't believe my chemistry teacher was impressed by my efficiency efficient, common term used to describe me, other than crazy of course i sound so montonous, apparently the lack of adrenaline & ecstasy. i need my dosage hourly. there's nothing to look forward to during the weekends. youth day is going to be boring with the looks of it. DM reminded us about youth day. cantabile '08 auditions were okay, not fantastic anderson may not have over the planet singers, but they rock anderson. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ NOSTALGIC 3 words & a punctuation to express my feelings

I AM LOST!

my feelings are so simple, but complicated. so oxymoronic.

TUESDAY

i devised a plan of how to invade shitoryu karate association, its so very easy to invade its premises. wait til i tell them about it, lol. i was thirsty ah, then i thought i'd go there on my way home. then as i was walking, ALAMAK its close. then i errrr.

WEDNESDAY

chemistry very interesting, she's so inspirational - i drink human blood & eat human flesh

wait there's more - intellingent people attract mosquitoes.

& more - humans come to earth to solve problems

&& for more contact christine lee

footdrill for once was fun.

everything about school is fun.

90% is fun

assembly is always fun.

minus the perspiration part.