i take an hour to write an introduction and explanation on one point -.- ystd, the whole day i was at sengkang. and spending time at compass point in the afternoon. wah. and i saw a superman shirt which cost $1.90 -.- so cheapskate. & i know i'm stingy. then later on we went to the library, tried finding a secluded corner in the adult section, but moved into the children's section which seemed much more peaceful. entered timezone, which was apparently crowded, then we walked out, and i wonder what else we did. then at night, there was the campfire with all those competitions. after our perfomance, all i remember doing was, sitting at the back and gazing up into the dark sky with stars here and there. telling stories -.- and just lying down there. until the whole thing was over, i made my way home after being dropped at the mrt station and boarding the NEL line after don't know how many freaking months. :D then my mommy came to the MRT station to fetch me, :D lol, :D:D:D:D i love my mommy. then today, people asking when my brother's coming.. -.- and i was referred to as "vicky's sister" vicky's sister, vicky's sister, vicky's sister!!

superman shirt :D which isn't mine D: my ten-cent coin D: the white house look-a-like platform nothing artistic intended -.- nothing here too -.- just random pictures. hello and welcome to the newly-initiated SELENGE BACIN'S POST. well ya, i've turned into a selenge after being called a stalker and a stripper for reasons apparently. i can't think of anything to post about. D: well there's a week left to next friday=not interested.

let's keep the day positive. even though my brother is starting every sentence with an idiot while talking to me. he's coming back. i am happy and "oh-so-frightened" because he's suppose to bully me when he gets home? yea, guides damn embarassing. my sari fell off and every single person present there started laughing their ass off. -.- well okay you CAN laugh ah, i wouldn't disagree that it was kind of or maybe very funny. go on. now i'm called the stalker turned stripper with a big heart. :D oh big heart is because i have this fake big red heart. LOL. yea, thats why. :D oh and so cool, never in my lifetime have i had a more enriching birthday where i'd be having 3 hours of biology lessons and suspected 1.5 hours of math lessons. no seriously, why's everyone liking a friday so much. oh ya, i actually stoned during chemistry lesson today. and after a few minutes, i realised i came back to reality and i hit the table so hard and looked at izyan with the face - "what the hell am i doing?" oh and even after that, i din really pay attention :D

oh, my stomach hurts. down with PMS

have i mentioned i love my rabbit after superman ;D

does it look like i'm irritated? does it does it :D anyways. i was so damn excited for thursday. cause it's my only favourite day throughout the week, and i do a have freaking idea actually. BUT, somehow, i wont be able to carry out my plans for this thursday instead i'd be heading down to Ngee Ann Poly for a science competition with that, i will miss 1 lesson of maths and 2 other important but cannot-go-because-of-competition stuff. so yes. not that thursday is going to be completely ruined, neither is it such that there wont be anymore thursdays :D

oh i'm keeping the freaking good mood, see. i am. i am. trying hard. ok continue. okay last thing, i noticed that going home, whichever route i used and i seemed to have run out of them, is dangerous -.- okay dangerous is to over-exaggerated. more like i dont feel comfortable with the routes. but it's exciting see. because i am daring? -.- nvm nvm. social studies seems to be bearable lately :D let the positive vibes penetrate through your whole body like ecstasy.

okay the previous line just came about with no intentions :)

okay, recent updates.

i've planned to go to the HOUSE everytime when there's more than an hour of free time before any extra activity starts :D which means this thursday again.

the weeks beeeeen fun because i kept an extra positive mood with me. no stalker, no stalking, so life is fun. -.- that was randomly stupid. i love superman! ;D superman makes the world go round. oh btw, i know why's e world round - because of gravitational pull and not because "god" made it so. waah. i feel so much like an atheist saying that sentence. woah.

finally the excitement that i'm turning 15 soon or at last is coming up on me. oh and in the first time in my whole lifetime, i'm going to have lessons on my birthday -.- no seriously, having it on school holidays all this while and suddenly i've got extra lessons for biology from 9AM to 11AM. wahaha.

can i say this - i'm getting more daring by the way? well, i just sed it. waaaaaaaaaaah

i will stop changing blogskins when i find a nice one kay. maybe this one would remain here for sometime. can i say there's a lot of homework? i like homework, but i don't like doing them :D so contradicting. :D i got scolded because there was no printing paper at home D: i've been dropping that new phone of mine, several times. not my fault, it just drops. like this - BOMB! - see. and i keep listening to that chris brown song :D poppin'

hello. bye.

but before that there''s 2 WEEKS left.

why was i born?

for the worse of mankind -.-

i know i know

i can draw -.- "start your day with a yipee!" it works - fine it doesn't. but seriously it could if you try you know. i seem like the only pain in the ass whose enjoying life amidst all that tension in the air - no its not love in the air. and its getting harder by the day to make people laugh. what's happening to this world full of half-creatures? well your ancestors were monkeys. wednesdays that boring meh? i think i did one way or another laugh one or a lot of times. * it's not like i got great marks either -.- *

the b'day man, mr chan.

i destroyed izyan's table pizza! oh now, i don't know what to say, totally blanked out.

stalker loves stalking, but stalker is understanding?!?

* i hate re-writing posts * anyways, YSTD WAS FUN :D okay, lets make it short. 1. tie rakhi on my eldest brother = money & handphone 2. go hindi school = have fun playing at the back of class. batman and superman stories are kept alive. 3. get chocolates from teacher, which have cute characters behind and people donate their packets. 4. make jokes out of people, is something very much fun u know. 5. get laughed by my family for my ridiculous answer i wrote for my hindi test paper. 6. go online and the excitement begins. 7. i'm loving it. :D

fridays are long but awesome!

today was damn cool, no seriously. the day was smooth like when you wear socks and walk on marble. lovely day. lovely friday. english was smooth. physics! i found the centre of gravity of my lamina which looked like a peanut/potato. thats what came out of my random drawing! then maths was all rushed up because i hated my handwriting for the trigonometric functions 4 ws, then i re-did the whole thing & i saved paper! i managed to used only 1 writing paper! save the world, save mother earth! then recess! we sat at the stone table again, but this time no amira. then amira came! then izyan came! then we were still stoning there even after the bell rang! & then those people came! and then i covered my face! and then lashmi stared at them!

chemistry! this needs a new paragraph! cause its damn exciting! chemistry one of our favourite subject teachers! ( sarcasm applied ) this isn't to criticize or something, but we all know she has a naggy nature, and plus she said it herself, we have written evidence. yes so she came exactly 10 minutes after the bell rang. another exactly 10 mins of nagging. and another exactly 45 mins of teaching metal. she showed us videos after videos, and she was so excited when bell rang, HOWEVER, she continued teaching even after the bell rang. oh she has a new line - my brand is superbrand - truly, this needs an applause.

oh after that was class interaction, HIS birthday is coming! and we're celebrating it! and i shared songs with izyan! and i was listening to music! and i looked out! - disadvantage of near window seats! - but yes, i looked out and i saw "people" going into the AVT. and ya. nothing special. nothing odd either. then! i ate lunch! then i started fantasizing outside the AVT with lashmi! then she left for choir! then i waited for CCA to start. & amira and i drew on my lovely red notebook! it's veryyy colourful. i love amira's & indu's colour markers! the colours are so bright and vibrant!

then almost all the guides in my class went off to change in the same toilet but different cubicles :P LOL. i love guides! today was damn fun! brainstorming for ideas on our performance! and singing and singing! i love guides! so fun! then the new way of our opening and closing! my lovely red notebook was publicly open again! then people reading it! and writing in it! then guides ended! then i waited! then we went back home! and i hate them.

"THEM" i can't mention, if not i'd get into trouble if someone with authority sees it!

oh my, i embarassed myself in front of MAJOR. i said - good morning instead of good afternoon. and he said - good afternoon already!! - never embarass yourself in front of MAJOR!

my red notebook is lovely!

whatever you say or do goes into my notebook. okay not necessarily, but i just write whatever i feel like writing, from nonsense to worse nonsense. my notebook is public-friendly, it allows people other than myself to write in it too. its like me! friendly but unsociable. lol.

oh about friendly, i thought of approachable. i was saying "whatever about ____!" then this woman comes to me and asks, "hello, where's cheng san community club?" so random. i felt slightly irritated in the morning. then i told myself, if you want to enjoy yourself, control you dumb ass. then i "controlled" and i kind of enjoyed myself. plus went home early!

you should applaude me, for various reasons, which i just forgot. somebody needs to help me with mole concept. because i don't understand a teeny bit of it and i'm going to have a hard time understanding forces too. because i din pay attention. not my fault. he can't seem to grab my attention.

appeal: let's go watch fireworks with my brother and lashmi :D please! ty

oh i found my lovely wire which connects the computer to the handphone. & now my lovely phone has lovely songs which i lovely like and lovely listen. why so lovely around here? oh yea, its a lovely book!

my red notebook knows the true meaning of love! must check out ;D

keep your hands off my cookie jar.

I feel spooked, scared and miserable!

spooked and freaked - i shouldnt listen to so many supernatural stories. seriously, i think my schoolmates have alot of supernatural stuff to share all. a person with creative mind should never listen to ghost stories. i can like practically imagine how that spooky stuff will look like. with all the details and the eyes and everything. AJEETA STOP, YOU SHIT.

miserable - i'm not defiant/disobedient/rebellious whatever! plus i think your method is very unjust and inaccurate. i only went for CCA. i love my brother, yes i do. but having him around in school can get on your nerves at times. its like you do some shit, your brother gets the blame. i dont want my brother to get the blame, but i want to be free in school too. just like any other andersonian minus those who're like me ah.

overall, i'm feeling damn miserable currently, so i most probably will get hours and hours and years and centuries of detention. LIKE this is total shit. -------.--------- for the first time as an andersonian i'm regretting going anderson. or am i regretting being my brother's sister. :'(

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

it's singapore's birthday. interesting.

i almost forgot i'm an indian. and as i recall, last time when i very well knew i was an indian, i'd listen to so many hindi songs and watch so many movies. i've kind of stopped doing that.

ajeeta, you're indian. indian indian. stop forgetting that. indian indian indian. you're not a westerner. indian indian indian.

ajeeta, stop talking to your mother in english. stop stop stop.

oh hello, tomorrow is national day, let's be patriotic towards singapore. i am singaporean okay. don't believe rumours spread by me. i not pakistani, but i'd continue saying that after national day. but yea.

parade was nice, the thing in between was nice, IPP was stuffy but nice, concert was nice, everything was nice. going home also nice, coming home also nice, non-stop talking also nice but only one thing not nice.

seeing bitches very the not nice. somemore people i like ranking bitches as #10 best friends is more that not nice, its disgusting.

i hate that person for this la. you shit. you shit. you shit.

i hope you get diagnosed with breast cancer, and the tumour spreads until you get throat cancer.

i feel mean, but hello, thats me, fine fine, i'm not in the right mind. i feel irritated. very irritated. so whatever i say is quite unbelievable.

christine buying me a gift - this very exciting thing.

lakshmi - you are the woman

swati - i saw that MFB in the shop. damn shocking. now seriously.

Didnt the Hungry Ghost Festival start just a few days ago? Basically, i was inviting some uninvited things to me in the morning. I was sitting in the class all alone with the lights off. Just sitting there listening to music. & waiting for someone to come and switch on the lights and fans.

No one did, only like after 10 mins. so i was prone to "things" for 10 mins. LOL. i din feel anything though. Hungry Ghost Festival ---

Chemistry test was damn good and so was A Math, they were much easier than yesterday's papers.After school, i helped my form teacher clean the classroom along with a few students who were in class. Our class damn clean now, our principal saw our class after school and was impressed. LOL. class effort.

this friday have some in-place protection thing. don't know what it is about actually, didnt pay attention during the upper secondary EFL in the hall. too many distractions around. plus the OM's voice sounds so boring. the only thing i managed to register in my head was - In my army days.... -I noticed, all the male teachers which have taught me, never forget to mention their NS experiences. every single one of them.

NS that exciting meh? OKay, maybe it is. My brother, he himself still talks about his army days which were like 2-3 years ago? not only army, he tells me stories from his secondary school days. he should be a grandfather soon, LOL he's not even married -.-

I shall have fun studying chemistry tonight. I drank three cans of red bull. I sat cross legged on a stool during SPA Physics Trials after school today. I locked myself in an Electrical Riser. I banged open a LAN Room. I stood in front foreign construction workers while they did their work. I laughed like an idiot. I made wierd noises. I passed my Standing Broad Jump, thanks to sheer luck. I talked non-stop when I reached home til my mother got fed up of me. That's all about me for today.

As for test papers, biology seemed better than expected. However elementary math was worse than expected. You cannot imagine what kind of questions were asked. "If you found E Math hard, better study properly for A Math, because it's going to be harder" That was pretty good encouragement from my Maths teacher. I deserve more participation marks for Physics. I'm the only one who replies excitedly to my temporary Physics teacher. And he knows my name already, being index number one is interesting.

THE NAMETAG ISN'T NEW ACTUALLY - I KIND OF VANDALIZED IT

"if you hit her on the temple, she will fainted"

i think i saw a hindi school teacher, something not very nice to see actually.

biology tmw, i havent study, die, bye.